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Im sorry, everyone read it.

Fri Jul 22, 2005, 10:39 PM
I feel so lame typing this down here..
When I type this down I feel..like a bad person who wants everyone to think all that she does are mistakes, and when she apologizes she doesnt mean them. Maybe I'm just overexaggerated with things and get judged by them. But how can I show me if the only way I connect with people is with letters with no expression, emotion, tone. I thought the online world would be easy, spending hours on it, entertaining myself, meeting people who have the same hobbies as me. After awhile it starts to hurt me..because I make decisions, wrong ones online, I judge people by the way I think of them, but they are just well deserved to be respected and treated nice. I try to make people happy sometimes but it ends up with a disaster because the humour I come up with is disgusting, senseless and repulsive..
Im so immature sometimes, I just feel i should be that way online saying things such as "OMFG LIEK WHATS UP EEEEPP OMGOMGOMGOMG VIK LOVES YOU OMG OMG O_O IM SOOOOooOoOOOO HYPER EEEEEPPP *DANCES AROUND IN CIRCLES*"
I just recognized, am I insane? This isnt me. I thought being like that would make people happy..., being like that would make my reputation good. Its not. Why cant I be myself?. This is me right now..typing this. Im not the one who types up things I consider immature--> "OMFG LIKKE AWESOME *0*"...but we all have that side..I just dont use it the right way.
I just want to say, Im not the person online as I am in reality, Im completely opposite..maybe I should just be me in both directions. Smarten up.
Ive said this to many, I wish I could say sorry, but its more then that. Im going to act like myself online aswell, be me..but I know one thing Im afraid of, if I act myself, i'll feel left out, from everyone. But I will just act myself, Not the ME you know online, but the REAL ME.
Im sorry. Im hurt. But I have nothing against anyone if I have said I did...
Byebye!

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:iconyazzy:
here just do it



most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I



received this



letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and



within a



week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,



this

really



works!!!!











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1. To yourself, say the name of the only



guy or girl you wanna be with 3



times!











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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish



within the next week and say it to your self

6



times!!











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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to



yourself 9 times!!!








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4. Think of something that you want to happen



between you and that 1special person and say



it to your self 12

times!!!












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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as



you scroll down focus and



concentrate on it and think on nothing



else but that wish.











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Now make one last &final wish about that one wish

that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people,



and what



you wished for will come true within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your



crush!!!



























































Keep going

down



























Keep going







































Keep

going








































!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was



your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important



message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda



chain



letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863

and



if you



break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing



these



stories.







First Example:



Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,



up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same



kid



since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any



attention to



it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her



dad



got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent



the



letter none of that would have happened and her mom

would be alive.







Second Example:



Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average



nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the



signs of



your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51



people in



the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd



grade. The



next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for



him ever



since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,



and of



course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew

up



and



married each other to live happily forever.







Third Example:



Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll



get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just



getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that



popular but



not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his



friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart



kid and



he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled



a few



friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day,

about



that



same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!



then his



dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him



Nintendo64 and



play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best



friend



gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and



Limp



Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was



goin' wild!



the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been



going out



ever since.







Now, you heard the stories. I know

which person i'd rather



be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but



thats



only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go



out with



that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you



send



this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love



life.....forever!!!!!



10 people- your crush will say they like you as a



friend......ONLY!!!!!



15 people- your crush will say they like you



20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush

will have sex with you



35 people or more- All of the above!!



Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have



everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any



friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go



in a



chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the



catch.....you only



have one hour to send it after being read. Please pass this to



everyone you.. know
and u cant send it baq to me
u don't have to do it!

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=3 Thanx a lot for the watch! U have some pretty cool stuff here as well! ^_^ Think I'll watch U 2! See yuh around ne? L8ter! Hirui

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Muahahahaha!! im your worst nightmare!!! GUESS WHO?! :bump:

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Thank you for addin' my "Aww" composition to your favorites. I haven't had the time to thank you until now. :D
I also think your ID is adorable <3
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Like thanks for the watch, dude!

Love your gallery. I'll be watching you, too! (=
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THANKS FOR THE FAV!!!!!

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